1.03.2009 ♥
Belated Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Wow! I survived another year! Well, many happened in last year. Those great memories -- I don't want to remember the worse of course.
Another year to begin, new decisions will be made. Better think 'grown-up' since I'm getting older and older. Wish those vampires were real. I can't believe that I'm still intoxicated by a fictional character -- frequently.
Last December 19, 2008 was my first Christmas party in high school. I was so worried about our Christmas party that it would not be approved because our adviser gets mad at us lately. Hope that she'd already gone pass by it. I don't like to start the year with enemies. Going back. We totally had fun that day. We did some games. And the girls beat the boys of course in the relay. Ha ha. I got a gift that was a Roxy shorts, Macadamia chocolates, a pink bag, towels, a pink cellphone lace, and an Armando Caruso handkerchief. I am so grateful to God that I had fun that day.
Speaking of God, I wished his son, Jesus Christ, Happy Birthday as well as Merry Christmas last December 25, 2008 at exactly 12 o'clock in that day. My Christmas was very merry indeed because I spent mine with my mom all the time. We had a great bonding that holiday. I had fun even though I am lacking someone. My aunt and my grandmother. They spent theirs somewhere else. We ate my favorite dishes. We gave each other presents. I got a New Moon and Eclipse book from Tito Rod. Other than that, my mom and I spent the holiday shopping.
2009 was kind of a great start. I had no problems, no enemies, no nightmares. I was totally shocked at my self not being afraid of the fireworks. My
lusis -- that's what they call it, i guess -- exploded at me like 2 or 3 times. And I wasn't afraid -- unlike my mom who looks like she is in hysterics. I'm kind of getting used to Bella's character. Accident prone. But I hadn't got any bruise at all. And was totally thankful. Dangerous.
One more day and welcome back to school. Ah, School. How I've miss it. The long hours of academics. I'm looking forward to making my grades, well higher. I'm looking forward to meeting my friends also. Want to talk about our holidays. But still looking forward to finishing the chapters in my Eclipse. Don't want Edward keep waiting for me. Ha ha.
Well, I think that's all for now.
See you on my next entry.
Merry Christmas
and
Happy New Year
xoxo.Trish
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:13 AM
10.24.2008 ♥
No need to cram. I am now reviewing my past lessons for my 2nd quarterly exam. Whew! How time goes so fast. It was just before the last month when we got our 1st quarterly exam. I need to study very hard because I want to maintain my rank at the top 2, or maybe higher. I need to study very hard because many of my teachers say that my grades are getting lower this 2nd quarter. I need to participate actively in my classes. Need to study more. STUDIES! MY PRYORITY!
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:53 PM
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How I wish that I would be that kind of person. I really wanted to be a famous actress, singer or dancer someday. I wanted to know by everyone by my kind-hearted self. I was inspired on how those actresses, singers and dancers successfully shined their own ways to show business. Is there such thing as a course to be a professional actress, singer and dancer? If there is, tell me ok? I was so into music and dances. I wanted to be seen as my own self. I wanted to be known as a person who has what it takes to be seen in the business of arts. I want to join some reality shows when I became 16, like PBB or PDA. I wanted to show everyone that I am not that shy type person they knew. I don’t want to hide who I want to be, I just don’t have those opportunities to show my inner self. Hope that someone could discover me. HAHA! What a dream!
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:52 PM
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Wow! Yesterday, [10.11.08], was such a fun and crushing day for me! Not because of the Ibong Adarna, but it is because I had my day so fine, despite of the hotness of the weather. I can’t really understand the weather right now, sometimes it is so hot then suddenly you will notice that there is a low pressure area near you. What kind of world is ours? It is because of us because we contribute in the global warming in our mother Earth.
Anyway, yesterday was the birthday of our beloved adviser. She was the only one who hadn’t arrived in school. We waited for I think 1 hour for her. Then, we welcomed her with a loud bang! HAHA! Then suddenly we went to a very long silence. I saw her eyes were turning red then tears came out of her eyes. I felt a sudden tinge in my body. We still don’t know why she cried that they, if it was because of us or because she didn’t spend her birthday with her family.
So much for that, when we came to SM South Mall, I was star struck by Aaron Villaflor, he walked in front of us (not exactly in front, but near our front line). He was so gorgeous! HAHA! They screamed so loud that my ears could explode! I can’t wait to see him entertain us in the play.
When we had our seats, I got the best view to see them, especially him. I was irritated with the boys next to me, a few chairs away. They kept on taking pictures of me. I couldn’t do anything. I didn’t mind them and concentrated with the play. When Don Juan (Aaron Villaflor) went on stage my body felt very weak. I was super star struck by him. That day was the start of me crushing on him. He is a very nice dancer and actor at the same time.
The play turned out well. It was awesome! It is not only because of the totally gorgeous Aaron Villaflor but also the other performers. The play was such a fun play. But the saddest part about being there is that we can’t take pictures. So I hadn’t had my picture with my crush! HAHA!
When the play was done, many students came rushing to me to get my number, good thing Sir Ernest was there to put them away from me as possible. HAHA!
I totally had fun that day! I hope it will happen again.
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:48 PM
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Bella Swan has always been a little bit different. Never one to run with the crowd, Bella never cared about fitting in with the trendy, plastic girls at her Phoenix, Arizona high school. When her mother remarried and Bella chooses to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she didn't expect much of anything to change. But things do change when she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen. For Edward is nothing like any boy she's ever met. He's nothing like anyone she's ever met, period. He's intelligent and witty, and he seems to see straight into her soul. In no time at all, they are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance - unorthodox because Edward really isn't like the other boys. He can run faster than a mountain lion. He can stop a moving car with his bare hands. Oh, and he hasn't aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he's immortal. That's right - vampire. But he doesn't have fangs - that's just in the movies. And he doesn't drink human blood, though Edward and his family are unique among vampires in that lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. Somehow or other, they will have to manage their unmanageable love. But when unexpected visitors come to town and realize that there is a human among them Edward must fight to save Bella? A modern, visual, and visceral Romeo and Juliet story of the ultimate forbidden love affair - between vampire and mortal.
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:45 PM
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Why is Ms. Vanity vain?
Why do they care for their mane?
Why does she don’t have a line?
Why do their stars even shine?
Vanity is futility
Futility or stupidity?
Stupidity is idiocy
Idiocy or imbecility?
Why are people so vain?
Why do they do such a thing?
What is the matter of being fame?
Who are we going to blame?
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Why are we afraid
To show what is true?
Please let me know
Please let it show
What is real
And what’s the deal.
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:37 PM
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My object of admiration is my mother, my aunt, my grand mother, my teachers, my friends, the scholar students, the nice celebrities, God and of course, my self. I have so many object of admiration. And the last admiration I wrote is my self. Isn’t that funny, weird, stupid or what? My object of admiration is MY SELF? I stated my self as my object of admiration because I admire my self for being me. I admire my self for my beauty as well as my brains and talents. It’s not that I’m bragging or anything like what you think. I just love my self for who I am. I’m contented of what I have physically, emotionally, socially, vocationally, mentally, and spiritually. I whole-heartedly accept my flaws. I learn from them. I stand for what I believe in. I never ever let anyone tear me down. I have this side of me that will do anything for the one I love. I’m a positive thinker. I love the way God made me to be. I never copy others. This is me. Hate me or love me, I will always be me.
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:30 PM
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I really love the song “This is me” by Demi Lovato. It tells about her dream of being a singer and how she believes in herself. Before, she was that shy-type kind of girl. But then, she realized that she needs to show the world what she really has. Here is the lyric of the song.
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:23 PM
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I had this dream of being the most beautiful kind-hearted princess every kingdom wished for. I wanted to be the best ruler of my kingdom. I wanted to be pampered everyday. It’s not that I’m spoiled or anything, I just wanted to be taken care of. I have many jewels, treasures, and something that a villain will never ever have – love. I have my own make-up artist, hair groomer, nail buffer, and a good dress-chooser. My life was perfect there. My life moved harmoniously there. My days were bright. My nights have shining star twinkling. I shine above all the things that eyes can see. I was the role model of my kingdom. Everyone follows me because they know that my decisions are always right. I was the perfect girl any boy would dream about. But then I snapped out of my self realizing that it was only my NEVER NEVER LAND.
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:21 PM
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The fairy tale called “Cinderella” is the fairy tale that I liked ever since I saw the movie. I loved how the story goes from Cinderella being a poor pauper to becoming the most beautiful rich queen of their kingdom. It’s like rags to riches. I wished that that could really happen to me in real life. But I guess it will never will. I liked the story very much because it is the first movie that I was totally amazed. That fairy tale can be related to real life but not that magical. It can be related because it is like a wheel of fortune or just a wheel. Sometimes you’re up, sometimes you’re down. And let’s face it, there is no such thing as a happy ending.
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:17 PM
